I Prayed For This

When times are difficult,

When I feel overwhelmed,

When my house is unkempt,

When I am sleep deprived,

When I feel pulled in every direction,

When anxiety starts to overtake me,

I remember…

I prayed for this.

I prayed for ten tiny toes and ten tiny fingers.

I prayed for chunky cheeks and rolls upon rolls.

I prayed for eyes wide with wonder.

I prayed for smiles that light up a room.

I prayed for contagious laughs that touch every soul.

I prayed for warm squishy cuddles.

I prayed to hear, “Mama hold you.”

I prayed for pitter-patters on the floor, echoing through the house.

I prayed for joy filled faces that light up a room.

I prayed for the sound of crying in the night.

I prayed for dirty diapers.

I prayed for spit up, slobber, and snot.

I prayed for peaceful moments rocking before bed.

I prayed for the little hand that reaches out to hold mine.

I prayed for active and energetic bodies.

I prayed for toys found in every crevice of our home.

I prayed for curious minds.

I prayed for loving hearts.

I prayed for strong wills.

I prayed for playful spirits.

I prayed for unique.

I prayed for “set apart.”

I prayed for snuggles under blankets.

I prayed for naps curled up on my chest.

I prayed for the warm soft head pressed up against my cheek.

I prayed for the outstretched arms, begging to be held.

I prayed for bedtime books, prayers, and cuddles.

I prayed for the spontaneous “I love you, Mama.”

I prayed for a love for family.

I prayed for a love for school.

I prayed for a love for church.

I prayed for a love for home.

I prayed for a house full of life.

I prayed for a home full of love.

I prayed for the beautiful chaos.

When moments are difficult,

I remember…

I prayed for this.

To God be the glory.